Posted

Sep 12th 2005

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Well im back again to sheezy , glad to see its FINALLY back too , hope its for good this time... i probebly dont have to say it but its been offline for too long and too often in the past month or so..

Anyways ,guess im back to sheezy and what better way to do so than with a new flash animation ? well , hope you all like it ... and please.. DONT come back saying ,AWSOME ! cant wait for the movie.. seriusly.. i had too many of those over newgrounds!.

As for me in person Finally finished up with all my driving lessons ! got my lisance and now ready to hit the road .

Also ,i dont remember if i ever mantioned it in here before but i have a friend coming over for a couple of days while parants are abroad.

As for my "work" phase ,got myself a javascript book and so i inted on learning how to programe (finally...)
also being on the lookout for a good pro 3D programe ,i really got stuck on 2D for too long.. think i need to know at list basic 3D modeling if not animating.

You've all heared now that i have my lisance at last , though i havent paid for the lessons i wanna pay my folks back along with making some extra greens to spend , so i now looking for a way to publish myself ,yup,thats right , CR is now commissionable.

hope i'll do good , or no pay for a drunken animator .

ehm... dont think i've forgot anything .. oh actually.

i'm going through a wierd phase lately not knowing what i actually want ,espeicaly when it comes to relationships with the oposit sex.
though i know nothing can beat true love and all.. i start looking towards the other way... im not sure where will it take me or will i actually go on with it.
i used to think ill just siese the moment when it comes ... but now having regrets about passing over a girl i actually liked ... makes things 10 times more complexed.. not sure what to do with the whole thing or are my feelings towards her actually true (i say feelings as a metaphor since i'm a sociopath and have no actual feelings).

so yeah , im now completly confused.. never been so lost in my whole life though i trust the human sense to guide me along.

thats all for me this time. see ya !