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NuclearNinja: {System Error: EmoState = Unstable}

  NuclearNinja: {System Error: EmoState = Unstable}
Posted
Jul 24th 2005
Mood
Dejected
/CoreVer: 3.0.7.2
/TimeStamp: 25.7.05

{/SysFault at sector(s) Y1-Y5
// EmoState Fault: Er 1
// EmoState Fault: Er 2
// SysCore Error at primary y sector
// {adminauth: Terminal Mode active}

M:\
M:\ dump /core /Y

//Please confirm access:
Username: ************
Password: ****************

// Auth accepted. Input Command Lines...
?: /Thoughtlog + /Thoughlog Char Dn

// Decrypting primary core dump...

{Well... just got another blow to my artistic career. Some friends told me this would happen, but I didn't listen. Go figure... just when I think I'm going to be ok, something like this happens.
FA is being permanently shut down...........

hGWhuifnd21y87164disabn..........
{log error: Terminal lock in place}
}

// Decrypting secondary log...
// Char = Dawn
// ParaRPMode: Active

{*looks down and sobs softly* Just what I need... another blow to my job, my profession......
my life....
The more I think about it, the more I wonder if the web needs pics of a pent up horny reindeer on their space...
The more I want to just try and kill myself again..
*sighs*
But... I have managed to find someone who has helped me cope with my life, and who I am. I really don't like being tied down, but I have spent more time with him than a lot of other furs I have met.
That's all I can say before I go and cry my brains out now...
}

{End of log}
 

Comments

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Mikau Says:

An Emotional Code. Cool. But sorry to hear about your depression NN :(

eliki Says:

I don't really know what else to say to this, though I'm really sorry you're feeling so unhappy. I hope things improve, I really do. The one thing I'll add though is that there is nothing wrong with your artwork and I think it would be a real shame if you stopped posting such pictures, so yes there is always room out there for such reindeer pictures. :)

OmegaDragon3000 Says:

*hugs* Sucks what happened to FA. :\ Darn hax0rZ... I think DevArt allow horny reindeer (artistic nude)? ^^ There's bound to be other sites out there which will host em, if not. :]