Posted

Jun 12th 2005

Mood

Heartbroken

Music

-something gloomy-

Well im leaving but this ain't the half of it. I'm leving and i'm seceding my position for art websites, meaning i ain't joining any more art websites because evertime i join, i quit. You want to know why i'm quiting? It is because I feel like that i'm not welcomed here and I'm hated here and i'm not getting alot of friendliness or love. I'm also leaving because I've noticed that i cannot draw at all, I'm not a Fox and I cannot get friends because I'm not a fox or a good artist or even a good friend. Yea I know, I'm the most sickest person in the world.

What? what's wrong? Is it the fact im not a fox or a furry or something like that??? or everyone hates my art and all that stuff? What's WRONG?! *sighs* im sorry, i'm just very frustrated. I lost all the friends i had here and i wish to quit for good. I understand that i am not welcomed here and I understand i should leave. Most of you will be VERY ANGRY at me for leaving and I understand that as well. I deserve to be the most hated person in life and i should suffer for the best. Whatever you guys do, i will be glad to hear your complaints and anger towards me. you are welcomed to. From this day, im not joining anymore art sites neither sites like live journal. I'm really REALLY sorry, that im a pitiful excuse for a good friend and a big coward. I'll just continue with my daily life and i'll just dream on about me with excellent art skills, which is basically impossible. And I would like to say that, my heart is shattered and shot down and i cannot endure the pain of my sadness :'(. And lemme tell you that no fox or human can cheer me up. I am not loved and I'm hated here. So I'll leave forever :'(. Well back to reality. so i'm not going to see anyone anymore. k well nice knowing everyone. Good bye and have a happy time here while i suffer in misery. :'(