Posted

May 23rd 2005

Mood

Annoyed

Just when I start to feel happy... more shit happens...

* Namley... My car broke... again. First the clutch line blew out, then the front brake line, water pump leaked, then blew out the rear brake line. Now the damn CV joint broke... and we just finished re-routing the front brake lines (for the record, I drive an 88 Fiero).

* Hard to find inspiration for trades... particularly for the one I have due for Sandragon. I have a sketch done... but personally I hate it, and that makes it harder for me to want to finish it. Just may have to scrap it for the 5'th time and start over. God I hate art blocks, and having 5 trades looming over my head doesn't boost my moralle...

* I have found the reason why I have no friends close by (the closest one is a half hour drive)... I live in a heavily religious neighborhood that's also full of little kids. This is how I feel it breaks down:

*Almost every family here has 2 or 3 kids...
*The average age of kids is between 10 and 13.. and I'm almost 21.
*90% of the population here religious, 9.99% are punks/bullies/posers...
and I'm the .01% that doesn't fit in.....

*I have an urge to OC with someone... but have no one to do it with, and don't know how to get a session started...

Ok... I'll shut up now... V_V
~NN