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Numbin' pain...
Poem: Numbin' pain...
I try not focus on anything,
As I feel my whole arm going numb,
From shoulder to finger tips...
I finely feel the need for some help...
I lay next to my mom with words ready,
To be formed out of mouth...
She tries to give me some comfort,
By rubbing my head but goes to rub my arm,
And I say, "Ow! It hurts with any touch!"
She goes back rubbing my head to get me,
Off focusing on the numbing pain...
That screaming pain not letting up one bit...
I start to feel more numbing pain,
As I try to not move my arm....
I almost started crying but forced myself not to...
I start to feel the need for going to the bathroom...
I couldn't even use my lefted arm at all...
I get done and head back to bed...
Mom starts to get a worried look as she sees pain in my eyes...
She calls the doctor and tells him everything...
She gets a paper bag and has me breathing in and out of it...
It doesn't work as I try my best to breathe...
It hurts so much to breathe...
I get rushed to the er and when we get there,
Mom goes to get a wheel chair for me...
I know I can walk fine but she was just worried,
So she had me sit down in it as someone wheels me...
Someone let them know why I am here,
As they have me fill out a piece of paper...
Soon someone comes and gets me...
They wheel me into a room and have me put on a gown...
They have me lay down as they put in a breathing tub in nose...
That tub was so annoying but it helped out getting rid of that numbing feeling...
That painful feeling...
They finish hooking me up...
They take my blood pressure and check my heart rate...
It must have been fine...
They stick in a needle and drew some blood...
That needle hurt...
They had it in my right arm...
I kept on sreaming out, "That hurts! Ow!"
I start to feel like crying...
Mom is right next to trying to give me comfort...
They finely finish drawing blood but that needle stays on...
It still kept on hurting...
Over and over...
It finely stops hurting...
They came back to get some more blood for testing...
That needle begins to hurt yet again as they drew more blood...
Pain after pain goes threw me...
I finely get better movement in my left arm back...
It felt so good...
I kept taking out the breathing tub in my nose...
Oh I hate that breathing tub...
I'm in the er for sometime...
I finely get some sleep...
Mom tells me I got up to 45 mins of sleep,
After not able to get to sleep Saturday night...
They finely release me from er...
Just as soon as I thought I was going to go home...
I'm having to go to Dallas...
The doctor at the hospital goes and sees me...
I tell mom I felt like throwing up...
It was an awful feeling...
Yet again my blood pressure is checked...
He checks to see how my heart was sounding...
He checks for a good heart beat...
He has me lay down as he checks out my bones...
He checks out my skull and neck....
He starts to notice that there was some discomfort...
He does some kind of a meditating thing on them bones...
He tells me to relax and just let my head be like a ragdoll...
So I do and let it be loose...
He checks my ribs, arms, back, legs, feet,
And my head and neck again...
I begin to feel a little better after that...
I was able to breathe a little better, too...
And that was a relief...
Mom%u2019s worried looks went away as she sees,
My face eyes look less painful...
You know...
You can see everything in yours eyes...
It's funny but so very true...
Mom's tells me my cheeks look normal,
And not a bright pink...
I'm happy but know I should be glade to know why all the pain...
My bones were the ones that were giving me all that pain...
Hard time breathing... That kind of stuff...
By: The girl with words playing in her very mind *smiles happy*
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