Wish to Regain Lost Purities

I want to feel whole again.
I want to walk outside and see the rain for its possibilities.
I want to see the dullest person and say they are beautiful.
I want to get away from the humdrum of everyday life.
I want to be as passionate and excitable as I used to be.
I want to regain lost innocence.
I want to laugh.
I want to be free.