Alley Cat

Okay,
Im ready to amputate my hand cuz it hurts. But anyway there is alot of meaning behind this picture. lately I've been paranoid, but also very quiet about too many things. About a year ago, I use to pretend I was somthing, I tried to be gothic and yada yada, I had emotional issues. I envy'ed ppl and tried to be like them and wound up with nothing but self hate. Okay, I got this quote from a friend that goes "Envy is Ignorance, but Imitation is suicide" and it's true. He taught me a lot, and too be honest I dont think i wanna be anyone else. Maybe a bit thinner and what not but I love myself. Im never afraid to be who I am anymorehe may not realise it or even know that he helped but he did. I love this friend with high emotion and respect, trust me. So maybe this picture is a simple thank you. I also learned that i can't lie down and be beaten to death either so i get up and put on a fight. I dont want to put on a false front for anyone and for those who hate me irl or online, whatever, oh well. But anyway be yourself, not somone else. -.^ %u2665
Im not the g8test person in the world but I try to love ya'll. Rock on.

~Neko
­© Me of 2006. Dont copy, alternate or redistribute w.o permission plz. Luvz always guys. Also I love you Grizz.