Wondrous Love

Wondrous Love

I sit back here, quietly observing the wondrous love you boast. Watching, I try to
understand how it's done. Maybe then I will comprehend how to attain true love. I admire just how strong you are, how upfront you are about your feelings. She is the luckiest girl in the world, and I hope she knows it. I look at my own "love", and how I cope with what I'm thrown, and I feel shamed. I am weak, for I am not able to withstand life's attacks as you are. It's so obvious, that you're destined for one another... but I can't help but to feel just a LITTLE jealous. For while your love flourishes and grows, day by day, I watch mine wither and fade. Over and over, til the madness of a relationship strips me of my defenses and leaves me at the mercy of my delusions. So I sit back here, quietly observing the wondrous love I shall never have.