Suicide love chapter 1

Chapter 1 The nurse

After the incident with my parents odd things happened to me one of those things was hearing voice in my head. It started when I went back to school after the death of my parents. I never really understood why they decided to put my back into school but I proved to them that it was a bad mistake in the end. It started as mumbles but soon I could hear voices but all they could say was kill, kill, kill. My doctors never understood why they would be say it but I did. It happened again when I was at school sitting in my desk peering out the window that was fogged up from the humidity outside. A figure gliding towards me repeating “kill kill kill” I fell out of my chair screaming and hit my head on the back of a desk passing out from the impact. The next thing I know I’m here a mental institution surrounded by nothing but wires and bars labeled as a delusional suicidal patient.

This is where my story begins. It’s not in some happy little town with 5 little brothers and sisters. No my story is about death, blood, demons, suicide, and love. It is about life.

That night I awoke from a recurring dream when I heard a knock at the door “come in I’m awake” I replied quietly my voice very strained. A women walked threw the door she had full red lips a small body with build hips and long blonde hair. It was a mans fantasy.

The nurse opened up her mouth as her body swayed towards me “how are you feeling hunni?” Hunni! who does she think she is my stinking girlfriend? Sorry hunnniiii but I’m straight I thought to myself rolling my eyes at the women. ”I’m fine” I said in a happy tone of voice hoping she would leave me alone. She walked over to my bed and fixed up my sheets she than opened up the window and sat down on the chair for a while with a gleam in her eyes I didn’t trust it.

The nurse sat their for a few hours watching me as I thought how wonderful it would be to leave this world of blood and death and continue onto one that was better happier I wanted to join the would of the dead, to die. Finally the women spoke out “do you wish for your thoughts to come true?” the women smirked with the gleam still in her eyes. I looked at her like she was crazy “what are you talking about” I pretended like I didn’t know what she was saying. The women smiled “I’ll that that as a yes” my heart pounded faster either this women could tell what I was thinking or she could read me like a book. She stood up “in time” she replied I looked at her and rolled my eyes.

A few days past not seeing or hearing from that horrible crazy nurse I took the silence like a wonderful vacation. No more “how are you feeling or hunni” I just hoped they wouldn’t end.

As I sat there I heard an knock at the door. I sighed deeply “come in” I muttered through clenched teeth. The nurse entered my room. I looked at the room and she smiled “times up my dear” she said I looked at her “excuse me what are you talking about?’

The women smirked as her hair turned black and shortened my jaw dropped I was seeing something again and hopefully It would end but it didn’t. Her hair looked all mess and her eye color changed to a bright blue. It appeared like she had no eyes. Her whole face changed no she wasn’t a women she was a man. My eyes widened with surprise “I don’t understand I must be dreaming again no this isn’t real!” The nurse had been a man this whole time or was she really dreaming she was confused. The man wore no shirt but had X’s over his breast covering his nipples. He wore leg tight leather pants and combat boots but the thing that really caught my attention was his big, leathery, pointed wings stretching out of his back I banged back into the wall trembling “wha…what are you!” I cried out!

To be contunied….