Untitled-As of Now

by EmoHeart

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Untitled-As of Now

Your smile, so practiced
Your laugh, so cold
Your words, so rehearsed
We all know you're a fake
Can you not tell yourself?

Such cruel humor you have
"Who can I hurt today? How?"
Do you possess a shred of humanity?
Is your heart so black as night
That you simply don't care anymore?

The things you say to me
So stupid, so hurtful, so pointless
But they cut me down, in pieces
Stroke by stroke, word by word
And your damage will be permanent

You broke me, used me, and abused me
And I've no hope, no way of going back
my love is devoid of all emotion
I try to trust, but I find enemies in my best friends
You have changed who I am, and I'm alone

But you were so perfect, so true
And I loved you with all my heart
I forgot you were but a dream
Veiling the nightmare within
And I can love you no longer

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May 11th 2006
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angst dark and horror grade journal romance ten
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I wrote it today... in Science class.
11:00 AM Thursday 05/11/06
very depressed for the first time in months. Guess I'm not "all better". >_>;;
Also very exhausted. Long story.

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