So much has happened recently. A lot of bad things, a lot of good things. I've learned a whole lot. The thing I've learned most is about the beauty of life and how much it means once it smacks you in the face. How much each smile, each laugh, and each tear actually truly means.
I want to take this opportunity to apologize to the following people:
Junabelle. Th1rt3en. Samegame. Rho. Kumakun. Gofthick. DarkenedLight. Dr Thallium. Fthreat. Ambex. RoseDincht. Rennifer. AenemaThirdEye. TheChea. ManicEmoKid.
These people, I feel, I have hurt the most at some point or another. There are also people in there that have been hurt, not directly, but indirectly, by things I have done to those they love. I apologize to you.
The best feelings come to you at the strangest times. I started noticing how much people, and life, really meant when driving with my best friend in her new car. Just driving. Feeling the breeze. Laughing at nothing at all.
Getting a voicemail from someone who had just come back from vacation, just calling to say hi and that he was doing fine, hello, how are you.
Its the little things.
And that, my friends, is why I will be leaving the internet for a little while. I'm going to pursue some hands-on painting outdoors maybe. Sit outside some more. Run the track. Go swimming. Go to rock shows. Hang out with my friends. Goof off with Peter and Mimi. Do better in school.
I hope you all the best for the next few weeks. I'm not sure when I'll be back, but please, take care. I hope you all feel like kings (or queens).
Edit: I will be back on ONE occasion. That is this thursday, for SheezyRadio.
Comments
Life is wierd.
it's like s fad
it's cool one momnet
gay the next
the cool again
have fun being active ;D
fthreat Says:
*nods* Take care, my friend.
Moosecream Says:
wow, wonderful piece here! it kinda does sum up how life can be random like you described. i hope you have fun wif painting! i like how all of your pieces have deaper meanings
LAEluu Says:
I wish you the best of luck.
The real life is very enjoyable; all I can suggest is to try and yet not try to take too much in. If you do, you will become tired very quickly. Good luck, is all I can say.
SuppaiNoIruka Says:
Hope you enjoy your time off, see you when you get back \m/
Madam Shoebox Says:
Awe, it's a beautiful picture. I hope things work out for you Renner. I'd like to leave the internet for a while too.. It's hard when theres nothing to do or no people to hang out with..
Grats on finding yourself, its like you levelled up in life.
I feel like that at times and get inspired to go out and do something meaningful, but that doesnt last for long and it always drifts back to the same mind-numbingly boring and despressing every day life.
MANicemoKID Says:
really amazing and beautiful art peice, its hard to believe someone can make something that i can never have dreamed to imagin something so beautiful and inspiring.
night
we'll miss you, but i do think its for the better, i've realized alot of thoes same things, but i didn't go as far with it as you, i tend to slack and only managed to lay off the computer more, but either way i'm glad you had that eye opening experience, keeps you down to earth, loving and non-androidic. taking it one day at a time, and not freaking out about things, or getting into drama is great, having the time to actually see whats around you...its an amazing thing, but for me i get lazy. so i am crazy most of the time, and then occasionally stop to actually see whats around me. once you get it up, keep it up
i'm quite suprised to see my name on there, i though that you didnt have to anounce anything publicly to applogise to me, which is why you did it in a more suttle and more personal way. for whatever it is, i'm ok, no hate or hard feelings, so thank you. all in all your a great renner.
you really deserve some sort of extream award of turning things for the good and making things better. not to mention your art as well.
aw well. i better go to bed. see you in school? mayhaps.
This picture is beautifully done, Ren. Everything has been executed so awesomely. The way the clouds are done, the multi-colored birds, the airplane on the strings and yourself on the swings creates a wonderful sense of being "high in the sky". The dark effect and the pose on yourself I feel is like.. waiting to what's gonna happen in the nearby future. I love it all.
And about you leaving, I wish you good luck in your future. You're gonna be very missed from myself. I am gonna miss those times on Skype, the way you have brought us, the Sheezy community, together with your awesome antics, and the overall wackiness you bring to the whole community. You're a great inspiration to us all and I hope you'll come back soon (well... after the Radio show).
Much love to you, homie.
irrelevance Says:
this image is amazing, very inspirational - there's just something about how it was put together [well more than "just something"] that makes it "click"
i know what you mean by the little things - simple things, they're what make things worth what they are in life
good lucky / have fun while you're away, hope all goes well for you