At Fault

At Fault

At Fault
3-18-06

Everything was right
So beautiful and bright
Now everything is wrong
And its been my fault all along

Slowly, softly,
Push in the blade
Dont stop me
This is the only way

I must atone for my mistake
This game Ive lost
And I, the one to blame
Sorry, its all my fault

What happened to those days?
Where everything was okay?
When I lie there silent
Dead quiet that night
I realized its all because of me
And I know I cant say I%u2019m sorry

Dig the blade
Deep beneath the surface
Awake the red that made me
Who I am
Rip the flesh and
Break my ugly face

I must atone for my mistake
This game Ive lost
And I, the one to blame
Sorry, it%u2019s all my fault

Temptation,
Staring at the knife
Infuriation
Looking at me cry

Forget my promise
Forget my creed
Forget when I cut my wrist
And forget all about me

I see it all again
The red all over me
Get out of my head
But my hate pleads
To mistakes end
Crying as I bleed
But it doesnt hurt
Because Im already dead

I must atone for my mistake
This game Ive lost
And I, the one to blame
Sorry, it%u2019s all my fault

My wounds they burn
Go, take a shower
Feel the blood screaming
Eyes red, yelling louder
Into my head
Oh please sweet child
Take the gun to your head
Oh please die for your sin

Dig it deeper even more
Forget all youre pain
And dont hurt anymore
You know this comforts a fake
So why give into the lie?
Maybe because, you%u2019ve already died

I must atone for my mistake
This game Ive lost
And I, the one to blame
Sorry, I%u2019m the one at fault