I Can't See The Shore

I Can't See The Shore

"Sanzo?" I looked around. There was no answer. "Sanzo...?" I called again. Still no answer. Everything was dark. I couldn't tell up from down, right from left. Where was I? "Sanzo?!!" I screamed again. I didn't like the black... the void which had eaten me whole. I...I couldn't stand it. Save me...someone...save me.
"Sanzo!!!"

Suddenly, I heard a voice. "Gonou?" A blue light with a soft voice...how pretty...I...I fallowed it. I needed to...It was hope. Hope for more then this blackness. It was my hope... I chased that sphere. For three years, i chased it. When suddenly, it was gone.
Just like that. Something grabbed my leg. It pulled me away. Back into the darkness. Further and further..then, it stabbed me. Bit me, damn near killed me. Until I saw a hand. I reached for it. Grabbed it. Took hold and it pulled me up.
"You dead, buddy?"

...

That hand was covered in red. Covered in blood...so was I.

The world was black again soon. The hand was no where to be seen. Nothing was what I saw. And I was sick of it...
One eye gone. One to go.

Then, my one good eye was blinded. The world had gone deaf except for one voice, "Hakkai?" There was a white light. So pure...so..dreamlike. It didn't belong in this darkness. I reached up to push it away. But instead, it embraced me. And pulled me away from the darkness instead.
How I needed that white light
How i needed that salvation
How I needed my Sanzo...