Through This Fog

Through This Fog

Through This Fog

In my mind I am searching
For something%u2026
Distant from everything
Around me
Where have I been?
For 2 months I%u2019ve been away
Dwelling on death and revenge
But that WAS a long time ago
Forget everything,
While walking
Back through this fog%u2026
Through my mind%u2026

Distant from everything I feel
Like I%u2019m fading away
As I look around I see
Everything, I need
Why do I need to keep on searching?
For something to make me whole,
%u2018Cause nothing can repair the damage
Which my heart has sustained
I can not repair it myself,
I can not go so far inside
I%u2019m losing control again,
Please help me%u2026

Can%u2019t you see into my eyes?
I%u2019m so fragile, so delicate
Broken strings hanging from the ceiling
But I beat stronger inside
With a will to live everyday

In my mind I am waiting,
For something to resurrect my soul
Darkness surrounds me,
As I fall asleep again
My dreams are filled with everything
From the past to the present,
And everything that I%u2019ve faced,
But now,
Forget everything
While walking
Back through this fog%u2026
Through my mind%u2026

Wandering through these memories
Back and forth through my mind
Back and forth through the fog
Clouding judgement
Clouding thoughts get them away

Through this fog I walk%u2026alone
Through this fog I walk%u2026dieing%u2026