Broken

I broke today
Walking down the halls of a house I once knew
And the god that I once knew
And honored
And revered
And loved
Has been replaced by a screaming monster

A long time ago%u2026

As I walk through these halls I find old things
Pictures
Of brighter times
(And everyone is smiling)
But those smiling faces are gone now
(Where did they go?)
They never left
I did
Was I wrong?
Am I at fault?
I was tossed from their circle, pulled to a darker one
Where I am no longer loved
But I am the lover
The comforter
The supporter
The life saver

But who will save me?
Maybe no one%u2026

I%u2019m so tired
Perhaps this weariness will lead to sleep
Eternal sleep
Then perhaps my dark circle will come
And the smiling faces
And the loving, hating god
And they will see me and they will point and they will say

Look
She is not moving
She is not breathing
She is broken

> Raining Blood