Sorrow

i feel like my soul is gone
nothing i do is good enough
my heart is not in the things i do anymore
it%u2019s broken into hundreds of little pieces
nothing brings me joy like it used to
little bits here and there
but nothing great and happy
just sorrow at the end of the day
they say i need someone to love
i had someone
he stole everything
and never gave anything in return
he hates me now
i feel stupid for falling for his tricks
hollow words i took for genuine feelings
mean nothing to him
meant everything to me
now nothing means anything
i put on a mask for the world
they will never know
i want to start over
help me
help me be me again
show me my life isn%u2019t all that bad
show me i am loved
by someone who really cares at the end of the day
let me lean on you
let me cry to you
will my pleas go un answered?