Daddy's Little Girl

Daddy's Little Girl

“Oh, Daddy why did you hurt me so?” I asked my old and crippled Daddy, who was cowering in his bed. “Why did you always hurt me?” I asked again, pain and hate dripping like venom from every word. “You always hurt me, everyone always hurts me!” I screamed at Daddy, anger flashing deadly in my empty blue eyes. Memories began to flood back: “Mommy, please don’t, I’m sorry! I won’t do it again, I promise!” I pleaded Mommy; I was bending over my parent’s king size bed waiting for my punishment. She said nothing; I closed my eyes and felt the all to familiar sting of the belt. I fell to the floor, my ass pounding with pain, tears slid down my small face. Mommy stood over me and motioned for a hug; for fear of being punished again, I stood up and gave her what she wanted. She rocked me side to side saying she only dose it because she loves me, I never did understand that.

My mind began to travel back to the present when I heard Daddy moan in pain. There he was, the one I hated so much for so long… looking like an innocent child, so helpless, like I once was. I had a knife in my right hand, I wanted to teach Daddy a lesson…I wanted him to feel pain. It was to late to teach Mommy a lesson; she had died ten years ago… to bad. Daddy looked at the knife and back to my face, pure shock and fear filled his eyes… that made me smile. He looked so hurt, so confused… he had gone senile two years ago; he did not remember anything of my childhood, if you can call it that. I remember asking him why he did it, the answer was always the same; I do it because I love you. The moon shined brightly into the window making the blade shine, I pulled it up and slid it across Daddy’s arm… he whaled in pain. Droplets of crimson blood poured off the silver blade, I pushed it into Daddy’s stomach and once again, he whaled in pain. Suddenly I began to giggle, Daddy stared at me; confusion written all over his face. I stabbed him one last time; in the heart, he stopped breathing and I began to giggle louder. “I only did because I loved you, Daddy.” I whispered in his ear before I walked away.