Can't hear myself

Can't hear myself

Stop hurting me
Don’t forget me
I don’t want to be alone
Stop leaving me
Don’t make me cry
I don’t want to die alone

I can’t be myself
I feel like I’m not needed
I don’t want to be this way
I hate myself beyond repair

Stop making me not want to be there
Like I’m cast out from all the rest
No two people are the same
But I’m no different from you

I need to be loved
I need to be told I’m beautiful
I need to feel like people want me
I need to want to live

Sometimes I feel it’d be best if I weren’t here
And you are the cause of that pain
Stop thinking you’re what’s best for me
You could care less if I died right in front of you

Don’t look at me like that
You know it’s all the truth
Stop hiding it from yourself
Your deception won’t work anymore

I can’t hear myself think
All that runs through my mind is pain
You’re no better than me
Why don’t you just die