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Thoughts
They’re racing through
Polluting my mind
Each one springs anew
I hate what I find
Thoughts…
Too weird to share
Too wrong to tell
No one would care
My heart is felled
Thoughts…
My own sickening curse
Thoughts of wrong doing
Written in verse
It is my undoing
Thoughts…
Those too unclean
No one who can know
Why my eyes have that gleam
At my mental show
Thoughts…
Its different for me
I have other temptations
I see things I shouldn’t see
My cloudy ruminations
Thoughts…
My friends can’t grasp
Why I think what they don’t
I keep them locked, clasped
Letting them out? I won’t
Thoughts…
Is what I’m feeling a sin?
My thoughts and emotions unjust?
Feeling something akin
To both love and lust
Thoughts…
I try my best to control
To stop my heart’s feelings
I’d readily pay the toll
If it’d end my “shady” dealings
Thoughts…
I’ve sealed my own end
And thus self imprisoned
I made my own sell to tend
All for what I envisioned
Thoughts…
Hot, raw, steamy
That’s the best fun
People way too dreamy
Too still exist when its done
Thoughts…
They build up too quick
Well up over the dam
Things that others think are sick
…I hate who I am…
Thoughts…
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