Lust

Betrayed by lust,
I'm suffocating myself, trying to forget you
All the whiskey I've drank... all the years I've spent...

I'm only here now because I can't lose myself anywhere else
The blissful escape I created in his arms last night
Still can't replace you or your love

All your unrequited love...
Did it all go to waste?
I wonder if your thinking about me now...

I'm not quite sure where to begin anymore,
Would it help you if I said I was sorry?
I don't see you like that, I never could

This probably isn't what you wanted to hear from me was it?
I never meant to hurt you, I only tried to tell you the truth
I can't find myself in love anymore.. I only yearn for the lust of a passing stranger...
nothing more...

> Hate