Torment

Torment

The broken angels I've read about in story books
are nothing compared to me,
I've fallen so far from grace...
I can't even pick up the shards of my self anymore

I promise I'm happiest when I'm alone...
I don't want the torment of having to fake a smile,
or pretend like I'm not craving for the blood to leak out of me... slowly ending it all...

Don't act like you don't know how I'm dying,
you always do this to me... try to blind yourself
with your ignorance so you can't see me as I fall

I want you to slit my throat and put me out of my misery
Why can't you do this one little thing for me?
I'd rather take the coward's way out then to suffer through this never ending nightmare you call a reality

I promise I'm happiest when I'm alone...
I don't want the torment of having to fake a smile,
or pretend like I'm not craving for the blood to leak out of me... slowly ending it all...