Dont Look

"I said, don't look! If you look, you see my mistakes and flaws! If you look, you see everything for what the messenger is and not what the message holds. If you look, you see what makes me hurt, what makes me bleed! I don't want you to see that half of me. My emotion, my bitter distaste, my soap box rants and cheap make up, the scars on my arms and legs, your name carved in to my fucking leg, and it doesn't even matter because of a mistake. I'm only human!"

Her words echoed through the entire house, even down to the basement. With her hands trembling, she began to destroy everything in sight. Glass was everywhere and she fell to her knees. She was so numb that she couldn't feel the glass digging in to her knees. His somber eyes just glanced down from the door frame. His shoes caused the glass to crunch. As his pale hand extended to touch her shoulder, her crimson arms blocked him. She didn't look him in the eyes as she stood a bloody little mess.

"I'm not worth the fucking effort."

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