Ugly mind

"calling to your heart and stealing
all the want away"

A beauty so great it surely must be hideous. Nothing can please you, as this smooth-featured, porcelain doll must encase a hiddeous mind.

warping one's mind and thoughts, until thoughts of inner ugliness are all that consume you.

why can beauty not be holistic ?


(I've been feeling like my colored pencil technique has been getting stale and producing a really overly saturated, blended look, so I wanted to try something new. I think this looks a lot softer, but probably not much better. :( This is my character Jacques. Who is not a woman, but is supposed to have a greatly feminine beauty to him, for the sake of stories and lands and all kinds of nonsense in my brain.)