'dreaming'

by meeko

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Feb 14th 2005
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now here is the colorversion of valley ...
but why now this title?

at first i would do a paridise like valley ... with waterfalls and so on ... but i have many problems with my family - and my parents .. yeah uhm ... their love is to much if you understand
i'm 22 and they speak with me as a child - if i have a meaning - it's wrong ... i do nothing right - everything wrong ... and i didn't finish anything (my ABITUR - highest german schoolending ... and my vocational education doesn't count for them .. they forget it that not all people can finish this ...)
and i'm lazy .. by the way i know this and i told it them
but i always search the fouls at other people aspecially at my parents (they say this) .. but it's not right ... i say them that i make mistakes .. but for this i'm a human .. i can't be perfect .. and it doesn't count me what the people in the village of my parents will talking about if i stop study!
i don't wanna study anymore .. i wanna have my own money .. so that my parents can't say something against me ...

if you think now that's bullshit and your parents can't be so willful ... they are ... they wanna have the best for me .. but they broke me ... i go crazy ... and i happy that they don't have anymore there phase: if you don't do what we want .. we will take you the money away ...

nya~
this picture shows my mind ... the blank inside my head ...and the dream of having a free way to live ... /:


sorry that i write you this lines .. but i must scream it out of this place ... (:

everything will be fine~ I KNOW IT
wish me the best ^_~

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2 Says:

is gut verstaendlich o.o ah, schaffst mit dem beruf sicher locker, is klar, dass man nach all den ganzen strapazen endlich mal geld verdienen will und sich nicht das hirn weglernen.
bild is genial geworden :) meeko sitzt gut in verbindung mit dem hintergrund drin und die colo vom felsen und hintergrund is au einfach toll!

whitepega Says:

kopf hoch meeko

das bild finde ich grosse klasse

den Rest schaffste auch noch;)

terryotter Says:

that background is the most impressive thing ive seen all day. And ive seen a lot today, believe me. The way you did the sky is totally curious, and i just love the lighting on the mountain.
favorite? oh yeah. you know it. pow!

Malti Says:

och meeko, ish weiß was du durchmachst
aba ich bin mir 100 pro sicher du bekommst das alles auf die reihe :] wenn man nur will geht alles, und ich bin verdammt sicher, dass du willst :]

das bild is echt schick gewordn, vorallem der hintergrund, sieht aus wie ein foto. auf derm der hg verschwommen is weil der vordergrund scharf gestellt wurde :] richtig richtig schön :)


def. a fav of mine :]

Ixiah Kitsunei Says:

I like the expression, and I love the background..
and I hope your parents will be more understanding meeko

CannibalBunneh Says:

Very nice, Meeko. :3

Raeth Says:

Awwww... that's lovely. n.n Though I have to admit, the valley looks so awesome, it drew my attention away from him.

Yeah... parents can be like that. : They try to make your life what they wish their life was once, but they don't realize why they didn't do what they try to make you do. Or it is even worse if they if they did, because then they try to make you live in the shadow of what they did. My parents and family and even some of my friends all try to pressure me to get my higher schooling faster than I want to. They think I needed to have it as soon as I finish lower end schooling, and leave no time for me to get used to life and learn what I'm doing first. Even when I tell them that if I went too soon I would only fail or mess things up. I even have no reason to go so fast in life, but they think I need to. Why? I don't know. I guess rushing and having more stress is more important than taking my time and enjoying my life to them.

So I understand. *hugs tight* It is good to live only for yourself. I think you will enjoy it very much once you're free, and can look out on life like in that picture.

Dynamo Says:

Very nice image.
I'm liking the background.
and yes, it's okay to make a mistake now and then. Makes you learn in life.
So here's hoping for the best.

t e r Says:

ich habs mal geadded reciht das als comment ?

Malchitos Says:

breaking free will be the greatest moment of your life...it will come. I wish ya look!

great image...I especially like the background.