Let You Go

Let You Go

I sit here and remember
every word you said to me.
I ponder and ponder,
what kind of life would I lead,
if you weren't with me?

I once believed you were every living strand that made me up,
but I tore it down,
and now our hearts have closed and shut.

I made you build yourself up,
only to tear you down,
what else is there?
But to fall to the ground.

I squirm and shake in my cold bed,
which was once warm,
but turned cold when you left.

You didn't leave,
I let you go.
As you can see,
I should have known.

You're the best thing there is,
and there's nothing more.
I love you so much,
and it's you that I will always adore.

I ruined it all,
stripping every last strand,
hoping something would help,
but there was nothing in the end.

Now I'm all alone,
sitting here in this damned place I call home.
There's no home for me,
not if it's with you,
because now,
nothing completes me.

I daydream in lala land about you,
me and you,
sitting under the moon,
drinking champagne.

You get tipsy,
and we walk in the streaming moonlight,
'I love you,forever'
Those words will be said never.

I love you,
I adore you.
How could I let you go?
Suprises me,
even being all alone.