Left On

Left On

I left my zone.
I left a place I called home.
Can you give me a place to stay?
Even if it's just for the night.
It's cold out here in the world.
In the dark, where the blind and the dead walk as one.
I'll see you when the sun comes up.
But that is just a lie.
I'll leave because I do not want to hurt you my friend.
Seems I bring trouble when I try to help.
So I will keep walking.
I will keep going.
No aim or direction.
Only to make it through the harshness of life.
I love myself.
But I hate the person that glares at me in the mirror every morning.
I'll leave tonight, or maybe today.
All I know is that will not stay.
I do not want to bring grief to others.
I left my comfort, back with all my lies.
So now I travel the seas of deception, looking for the love of all these fish.
Attention, all citizens direct your attention to me.
Love me.
Embrace me.
Make me.
Take me.
My dignity.
My honor.
My love and strife.
Leave me empty again.
So that I can search, for what I had wanted to lose.
So now, I'll leave.
Now I'll go.
Out into this world.
Out of this mind of mine.
Maybe what I search for is not for the sane.
Guess I'll find out for myself.
Citizens of the worlds, friends and family, goodbye to you all.
For it won't be too long before I say hello again.
Before I go back home.
Because no one can ever leave.
Not forever at least.
So I'll stay the night.
I'll see you when I die.