Spontaneous

Spontaneous

So I woke up this morning. I felt spontaneous so I did what I did and this is what happened. Called my friend up north and told him to get a plane down here, cause I got a plan. Picked him up around one the afternoon. He didn't ask a question. he just said hi. Like he knew what I was doing. We caught up but he was still ahead of me. Always will be. We're almost like twins, or maybe we are. We went to a shop and gathered all the things we needed. Food, drinks, and all new clothes. We got in my car went back to my house and packed the stuff into old suitcases way past their heyday while mine starts right now. Got some music and put it in the CD player as we drove off. We played pretend in our head and words. I a captain of a spaceship and he my trusty companion we killed lots of aliens and almost didn't make it back. Just like when we were young. We are still young. Took turns driving and slept in the car. Picked up my girlfriend who lived somewhere else that wasn't close to home but was always close to my heart. Picked up another friend, I knew where this was going. We drove for days on end taking turns. Playing pretend, rocking out, and sight seeing. We smoked our last breath of the morning fog and still went on. Few days past a week we arrived at the coast of the west where we would bu, around go see bands, swim in the cool ocean and just drive around. After about two months while we were in this small bungalow for a bit, after we had went to a fair, I heard noises, and words late at night. I walked down to a place and rented a motorcycle. My friend found me sitting on some concrete stairs near the sound. He talked, I disheartened shed a tear here and there. We went to another shop on the bike. That sunset was my first and my last cigarette. I talked to her and said I understood. I can't have you, but we still love each other. Wasn't meant to be. Wasn't right for a guy like me. Or more likely I just didn't deserve her. The sun was almost gone. My friend rode on my bike with me. I gave him my cell and a last glance as I let him off on the freeway. I said, watch this, I'm gunna be free. I went really fast and crashed into a truck. The explosion was one of a kind. You see I felt spontaneous so I did what I did and this is how I was freed.