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Rage
I sit there, staring at the kicking bag. Its red and rough, and only hanging because of metal chains. It wasnt supported by much, only a metal beam going across a bit below the ceiling. Suddenly I got the urge to hit it again. I missed the fighting and the training. But most importantly, I missed the venting of my rage. My rage built itself up inside of me. Thoughts entered my mind one after another. "You're weak because you're a girl, give it up stop trying to be something you can't, girls are physically weaker, you can't do this or that you're a girl, etc etc." It filled me with anger. Most girls would cry, but I channeled my rage into my leg and down to my foot. I picked my leg up, turned, and kicked that bag with as much force as I could muster. It swung as far as it could, not bad for a girl. It came back towards me and I jabbed at it with a few punches and several more kicks. Finally I turned and kicked in in its backside, to make it stop moving. Well... almost. It swung there as if in apreciation of my skill. I gently put a hand to it and allowed it to stop fully. I sighed and proceeded my way upstairs; all the frusterations of the world had momentarily stopped after fighting. This is the way things are.
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Comments
BloodWars Says:
Kick the cat box instead,or punch a wall.
Thunderawolf Says:
hmm.
interesting.
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stuff
Sandwich91 Says:
hmmm.. sounds like you have some issues with how you may think people percieve you? i dunno, i have no idea what life is like for you where you are, but i'm perfectly sure that what that voice is saying in the back of your mind about being weak because you're a girl is nonsense, girls can be strong to, emotionally and physically, and guys can be weaker as well, especially if they spend their life in their mums attic till the ripe age of 40
when i think of this i am reminded how much papercut by linkin park fits this, i hate those kind of thoughts that enter my head as well, well they're a little different, but it's the same kind of thought that intentionally tries to put me down all the time, just try and not let it get to you k?
As for what is causing those thoughts, i don't know, but i hope that things get better for you, also, it's good to see you are venting and getting it out of your system, it's a lot better than holding it inside of you
takekate Says:
Oooh I like it, great imagery. I can see clearly what's going on which I usually can't because reading action-y scenes usually confuse me.
I think you should take out the "etc etc" it just makes the thoughts seem a bit rushed.
Sunshine the Blond Says:
I sure don't think that way. *Nods sagely*
I fear for my safety should your ire be called in my direction xD S'means I are afeared of youz strength xD