Today has been awful... My pet bunny Bella died sometime this morning. I went outside to feed her since she stayed out overnight but she didn't come when i called her name. I found her lying under the gazebo in the yard...and when i saw her i knew she was gone. I've been crying all day. I can't bear to even look in the backyard because it kills me to know she won't ever come running around the corner again wanting to get petted and treats.
Coloring this picture is the only thing that's kept me sane today. It's a new cover for my comic since the old one was dated looking. But staying busy only works for so long. Soon i'll have to figure out what to do with her body and i'm dreading going back out there to bury her. It'll only make things more real and permanent.
Sorry about the mini rant i just got alot on my chest right now. Think i might even write a journal or something to get it all out. Just sitting down and typing out what i feel made the tears stop for a little bit...
Moon Reflected in Water is my comic which you can read on Smackjeeves http://moonreflectedinwater.smackjeeves.com/
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