Summer is gone
My days are near
Leafs are turning brown and gold
They wither away into gray
And become nothing
The lilium that I sing
The lilium that I feel
Swelling up
Swelling up
This is more then it seems
My days are ending
Lyrics of hope
The melody of winds
Faded into gray
Less of reality
More of fantasy
This lilium
Swelling up
Swelling up
The September wind
It’s cold and inviting
What more is there?
Sweltering agony
Pain builds up
Help me attain my purpose
Swelling
More, more
Should I be worried?
Life if what?
Live for whom?
October comes
Brown and gold flourish in the trees
Leafs crunch beneath my feet
Like the bones of the dead
Ignorant nobodies
Hallo’s Eve arrives
Love falters
What is pain from nothing?
Don’t cry for any reason
I see your dieing
Should I care?
Just as a leaf you are
You break and shatter at your finest moment
Don’t categorize me
Ignorant nobody
Crushed beneath my feet
Simple pray
So cold, it’s raining hard
December already?
I stand alone
Crying for you
Do you care anymore?
My tears are hidden by the rain
Drenched by my own sorrow
Let me drown
Imbecile
Help yourself
Plenty of hate to go around
The trees are cold and empty
Like your soul has been
They drown in tears
Like I do
I still love you
Do you care anymore?
Over
Over
Over
Day before Christmas
Hail, snow
A blizzard hits
I stand alone
So beautiful
So cold
My heart still yearning for yours
Reminded of you
Standing in nothing ugly
My heart races
Everything turned white
So pure and white
Like your skin is
The snow turns brighter
As your eyes radiate
Such beauty in you
The wind blows, I see you
My love, once gone
I still love you
Your smile, such warmth
Your hair flows in the gentle wind
Everything is still white
Am I dreaming?
I run up to hug you
Everything is so warm
My head buried in your chest
Sobbing, crying
Missed you
The blizzard continues
It’s just me and you
The leafs are gone, but your not
So happy, my love
As if in purgatory
My devotion drives me
Just me and you
To hold
The clouds are gone
Still so white
Christmas day passed
I’m still here
Tell me what is not real
I think you’re a dream
My lips touch yours
I love you
The lilium I sing
Filled with hope, faith
The melody of winds
Feels warm
The passing wind filled with memories
So warm, so warm
My heart filled with joy
With memories of you
I did this to try to get myself through my writer's block...didn't really work I don't think so anyway. I know it's mostly dark and depressing, but this is how I was feeling yesterday. Sorry.
Not here (inside gray nothingness)
I don't think so anyway. I know it's mostly dark and depressing, but this is how I was feeling yesterday. Sorry.
Comments
Asagi Says:
aww.. that was really good,
it kind of made me sad..
but not a bad kind of sad.. if that makes since... hehe.. ^^