What do thy self needs in thee of thy heart of void?

What do thy self needs in thee of thy heart of void?

Thy self explore thy deepest recesses of thy soul and weep at thy own grievances and emptiness.
Such is thou dot thy world with emptiness and a cold vacuum of thou loneliness of thou soul in thy midst of thee...

They whisper their hidden song and leave thy be in thy self and loneliness.
In thy selfless actions of tolerance and forgiveness to thou that says thou are friends in the outside and thee inside?

What is thy true self in the midst of the unknown...?

How…? Why…?

The rejection done innocently by others slowly creeps into the deepest part of thy consciousness and thy soul.

Slowly yearning to go out and tears going down the unseen tears of thy soul...

It screams in agony and asks the one thing that thou have not noticed in the actions of thyself.

The clash of thy unknown, not noticed, not involved, and tries to keep a high profile but thy self only remains in low profile...

unknown...

lonely...

misunderstood...

left behind!

Behind the smile of the cheerful face...
thy soul cries reaching out to be touch but could not be reached!
He screams!
in the void cage of the darkness in the emptiness of thy heart!
Close thou eyes and hear the pitiful screams of thy soul...!
Yearning the attention that wasn’t given for many years since the secondary phase of the learning consciousness.
Thy clenched thy fingers inside... so strong... the finger nails tear through the flesh of the palm but the pain is not enough to be even compared to the pain amassed during the years hidden between and behind the closed smile of the course of time.

Heaven and earth cannot give the relief longed for in this lifetime and thy one friend cannot aid alone in the repair of thy heart!

Thou thyself know thee. If thou does not know me... thou shall be made to know me! Thy have kept hidden, silent, a shadow, unwanted, rejected, only known if thou has a favor to ask... ,
the inner demons basked in the glory of thy voided soul!
One demon starts to rise and shows signs of control over thyself. But thy inner demon shall not conquer!!! Thy shall resist and the reign of thy souls fire shall rise and devastate thy inner demon and thyself!

Heavens knowledge isn’t enough to comprehend the clash of titans in thy self. Thy soul imprisoned and thy heart, empty, screaming the one thing that I yearned for all these years!!!

The feeling of being needed!

Is all that I asked in my surroundings...