the first time

the first time

The first time I ever saw your face
I wept my tears of sorrow
My life was full of love and hope
And when you came along my spirit died inside
With you I hoped for the best but I got the worst
My heart sank with despair
When you first saw m e what did you see
Did you see a girl that was happy
Or one that would follow you like a dog on a leash
I saw what you did
I would be prey an easy catch for one as yourself
All you had to do was swipe your sword though the cord and it was over
But being the man that you are
You became my desires instead
Flashing your white teeth
Floating your arms around me
Brushing your blond hair form your face
You became all that I wanted
Everything I needed
You did anything to please me
You promised you loved me
You told me the thing I wanted to hear
But I should have known I would end up like this
My heart broken
You laughing at me from afar
Never once did you think about me
You pleased me pleasured me
To get one thing you wanted
MY LOVE
My undying attention
Telling me anything I wanted to hear or listen to
You gave me everything to take it away
You gave me the promise that tomorrow I’d see you
But I fooled myself into your loving embrace
All so you could hold me enwrapped in your caress
Was I enough for you
Was I enough for your satisfaction
Or was I only a ploy to get me to fall for the dashing debonair
You gave me the stars and moon
If only once did you ever love me, did you?
Or was that only a jest to?
That was the first time I saw your face