Kinda Sorta

Tis bitter to have loved and lost, when he had never loved at all.


This is what happens when I get overloaded with Zutara romance for a week. I jump back with the angsty, bitter stuff. Ah well, everybody needs a few of these. Simple simple simple, but this was one I actually dug the acoustic simplicity for the emotion. Or ya know. I still haven't figured out GarageBand completely. Take your pick.


Today I celebrated
The anniversary of when
We never got together at all

There were decorations
Banners hung that said
Congratulations, it's all your fault

Blew out the candles
On the beautiful cake
Wished that I would stop
Making the same mistakes

I'm kinda sorta
Broken inside
All in my head
Still couldn't get
Anything to turn out right
I've sorta maybe
Never felt this bad
kinda sorta lost
The best I never had

Don't think I like the sunrise
There's nothing charming about
Realizing you've been dreaming

Used to love the night sky
Just reminds me of you now
I can't stand to see the evening

Watching the hours
Cut deep and fade away
Wait for the moment
Between sleep and wide awake

I'm kinda sorta
Broken inside
All in my head
Still couldn't get
Anything to turn out right
I've sorta maybe
Never felt this bad
kinda sorta lost
The best I never had

All of the habits
I've managed to shake
This is the first time
That I've been the one to break

I'm kinda sorta
Broken inside
All in my head
Still couldn't get
Anything to turn out right
I've sorta maybe
Never felt this bad
kinda sorta lost
The best I never had