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Love you hate you
Its been weeks since I left you,
angry as I walked those five lonely miles.
I didn't cry the whole way home.
So why do I want to cry now?
Why won't you get out of my head?
I hated you!
Even when we kissed, I couldn't stand you!
You were weak with a superiority complex.
So why am I empty?
Why am I always thinking of you?
Get out of my head!
You don't belong there.
I don't need you or want you.
But I do.
I think of things to tell you, show you, ask you, do with you.
But you aren't here.
You aren't here because I didn't want you here!
I pushed you away, never let you too close.
Afraid of what you might see if I let you.
So its my fault.
I can't decide.
I HATE you!
So why am I crying, dying inside?
Why is my soul so raw?
You were there always.
But you weren't.
You understood.
But you didn't!
I couldn't trust you, couldn't let you in.
So I just let you in enough,
to make you hate me.
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