here's a poem

here's a poem

Loathing

I'm thinking of a word that starts with an 'l',
and ends with an 'e'
Do you know what it is?
Here's a hint,
It changed from love,
and it's beyond distain but before hatred

Here it comes,
the word is Loathe
did you guess right?
I loathe you
I miss you
I love you

above all I feel loathing and love toward you...
I don't know which one to trust...