Confronting Inner Demons

by Xinithium

in Poetry

Confronting Inner Demons

Slash my chains, cut my throat;
Set me free...

Strike me
Ravage me
Rape me
Kill me
End my demons
End my soul
Love me and hurt me
Death is my ultimate turn-on.
Bleed me dry
Trample me to dust
Consume me
End this life
Take my demons back
Save my soul...
Love me...But hurt me
I need it. Its who I am...
Slash my binding, imprisioning, accursed demon chains
...Cut my throat

Suffering I seek
As long as the demons stay away
Help me now. Hear me speak
My resolve of agony is not so weak.
Lunar atrosities
Voided torture
Blood-baths
Death thrash

Kill me and love me
But neither kill me and hate me
nor love me and save me
For without my end
I am naught but a friend
I cannot mend
The demonizing rends
Flay my soul
Desecrate my corpse
Break my bones
Slash my wrists

But love me still
Keep my will
You have me. I'm with you.
Eternally. Infernally.
For I am a horror;
An abomination..
A disease..

Fear me.
Learn to love me.
Yearn to free me..
Discern to kill me.

Slash my chains
Cut my throat
Set me free
End my route


Dedicated to the one who ruined my innocence.. May your soul be infested by demons of magnificent rending. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do.

Written to Bublaex-Aras, my Kindred Spirit.

Forever
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Warning! This submission may contain mature content.

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Mature May 27th 2009
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death demonology demons hate loss multiple personalities necrophilia rage schizophrenia self snuff sorrow
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This was written way back in November '08. My life had taken several turns for the worse.. I had lost my center, my balance, and my soul.
This is the tale of my descent into the abyss--Darkness consumed my soul--and I had yet--until I wrote this--to confront them.

Enjoy it. Its mature so only a few of you probably will be able to.

Oh. And if you are good at understanding the literal translation of poetry..

Every single word is true. I wish it wasn't.

-X-D-I-

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