Koimonogatari: Chapter 3 [KYOxTOSHIYA]

Koimonogatari: Chapter 3 [KYOxTOSHIYA]

When he finally got to Kyo’s house and knocked on the door, Kyo practically flew out of is house to hug him.

“Hi there,” Toshiya smiled, stumbling to keep his balance. “What’s up?”

“Come to the living room, I got a surprise for you!” Kyo said, taking his hands.

The room was dark except for a few candles here and there. Is this Kyo’s idea of telling me he shares my feelings? Toshiya’s heart pounded in his chest. He flipped the hair out of his face as he sat down on the sofa with Kyo.

“I hope you don’t mind the candles,” Kyo said awkwardly, hoping he wasn’t coming on too strong. “The lights were annoying me and I thought they smelled nice.”

“Oh, no, don’t worry about it,” He shook his head and smiled. “It looks fine.”

Kyo smiled back and looked around nervously. Toshiya exhaled, blowing a stray hair out of his eyes. He could think of anything to say, so he waited for Kyo to talk.

“I’ll…Be right back…” Kyo said and awkwardly walked into the kitchen.

Minutes later he came in with a bowl of fruit and two glasses of water. He set them carefully on the table and sat next to Toshiya.

“So…Do you want to watch a movie or something?” Kyo turned to Toshiya.

“Sure, as long as you don’t tackle me this time.” He joked, and immediately regretted saying it. He would rather have Kyo tackling him off the sofa than not. He wanted to be close again. To feel the weight of his body on top of him, to smell his cologne, to feel his breath on his neck. He sighed and sat back in his seat as the movie started.

Kyo looked over at Toshiya after a while. He didn’t seem to be very interested in the movie.

“Do you not like this movie?” He said nervously. “Cause I can put in a different one if you don’t.”

“Oh no this is fine.” He looked over, nodding.

Kyo nodded also and got comfortable. He was starting to drift off to sleep when Toshiya broke the silence.

“Can I ask you something?”

“Sure. Anything.” Kyo’s heart pounded in his chest as he leaned in to listen.

“Do you—“He paused. “Eh…Never mind.”

“Do I what?” Kyo leaned in further.

He had an idea of what Toshiya wanted to say, but he wanted to hear it. He wanted him to admit it.

“Eh, nothing…” He sighed and looked down at his hands.

“Oh…Okay.” Disappointment was written on Kyo’s face.

Toshiya was always open with his feelings. Why not now when it mattered most? Kyo couldn’t take it anymore. If Toshiya wasn’t going to come out and do something, then Kyo would. And if his feelings weren’t the same, at least he’d know.

A rush of courage pumped through Kyo’s veins as he took the biggest chance he had taken in his life. He lifted Toshiya’s face towards him and kissed him tenderly. The sweet taste of his lips pressed against his was like nothing he’d ever felt with any woman he’d ever been with. He wanted more of this sweet paradise. He kissed him again, this time adding more pressure. More intensity. Toshiya kissed him back, putting his hands on his waist. Kyo gasped and kissed him again.

In that moment Toshiya pulled Kyo on top of him, grabbing his face with the free hand. Kyo grabbed Toshiya by the back of his hair, kissing his cheek, and then his neck. He moaned and pulled at the hem of Kyo’s shirt. Every nerve in his body tingling with excitement. Kyo bit his lip, putting his hands on his neck. The sweet taste of his tongue on his was more than he could handle. With Kyo startling him, his nails scratching down his back, he couldn’t take it anymore. He wanted him more than anything. He stood up with Kyo attached to his waist and asked where his bedroom was.

“Third door on the right.” The small man replied, panting.

Toshiya pushed the door open with his foot and laid Kyo on the bed. He pulled off his shirt, muscles glistening in the dark, and kissed his cheek.

“You sure you want me?” Toshiya teased, biting his neck.

“For a while now.” He moaned, taking off the tall man’s shirt.

“Oh yea?” He asked, looking deeply into Kyo’s eyes. “How much?”

He pulled Toshiya onto the bed by his belt, undoing it in the process. He turned over so he was

on top.

“More than you’ll ever know.” He kissed his neck.

He rubbed his hands down his shoulders, to his stomach, then to his abs, working his way down

to his zipper, undoing it with his teeth. Toshiya could barely contain himself. He arched his

back, moaning quietly. Kyo sat up, undoing Toshiya’s pants the rest of the way, and running his

fingers up his chest, then Toshiya’s phone rang.

“Damnit~!” Toshiya swore in between gasps of breath and answered the phone, “What?!” He demanded.

Toshiya’s brother was in jail and his mother called to tell him to bail him out.

“Can’t this wait till morning?!” He pleaded “I’m kinda busy!”

His mother told him to wrap whatever it was he was doing before she found him, and hung up. He didn’t want to leave. He wanted Kyo now. But he didn’t want his mother to get any further upset with him.

“I have to go,” He whimpered. “I have to bail my brother out of jail.”

“Stay with me.” Kyo grabbed him by his belt loops.

“I can’t,” He kissed his lips sweetly. “I really wish I could…” He kissed him again. “I love you.” The statement sounded more like a question than anything. Kyo paused and looked up at him with big eyes. Toshiya didn’t want to make things awkward but he didn’t want to hold back his feelings either. Kyo smiled at him and kissed him.

“I love you too,” Kyo touched the side of his face lightly and smiled.

Toshiya’s heart skipped a beat as he held his lover in his arms.

“Will I see you tomorrow?” Toshiya asked, looking down at him with a gentle expression.

“Of course.” Kyo smiled and kissed him.

Toshiya smiled and got dressed as he headed for the door, Kyo not far behind him.

“Is there any way you can stay?” Kyo didn’t want this to end.

“I wish there was…” Toshiya bent down to kiss his lover and left.

Kyo sighed as he walked back towards his bedroom, scratching the back of his head. He stopped in the living room to blow out the candles he had lit earlier. The room started to get smoky so he opened the screen to his balcony. The cool night air felt good on his warm skin. He took a deep breath and started back to his room when his doorbell rang. Isn’t it a bit late for visitors? He checked the time.

“Hey buddy its after 10 o’clock can’t you come by tomorrow?” He said, raising his voice as he opened the door.

“Well, I thought about that but I decided this was more important than dealing with my brother all night.” Toshiya smiled widely as Kyo’s face lit up.

He picked Kyo up into his arms and shut the door behind him.

“Wont your mom bed mad at you?” Kyo looked up at Toshiya, kissing his face.

“If my brother squeals on me, yeah,” He smiled at Kyo putting him down. “But what’s one night in jail going to do to him?”

Kyo smiled and grabbed his hands, leading him to the bedroom. Toshiya stopped him.

“So does this mean I can stay the night?” He smiled.

Kyo kissed his beloved.

“Hmm… I have something better in mind,”

“No?” Toshiya raised an eyebrow.

“How does forever sound to you?”

Toshiya’s heart raced as he nodded, picking him up into his arms and kissing his forehead. He carried him back to the bedroom, closing the door behind him.

“So…” Toshiya paused looking into Kyo’s eyes. “Where were we?”

A crooked smile crept across Kyo’s face as he grabbed Toshiya by the collar of his shirt, pulling him on top of him.

“Here.”