Feelings.

Feelings.

Feelings.
Desperation, a lonely feeling,
Drives a person to do
Things he normally
Wouldn’t think of accomplishing.

Depression-a hateful feeling
Leaves the victems traumitized,
Yearning for something more,
To release them.

Loniliness-a vengeful emotion
Makes a person mad,
Willing themselves to
Hurt their pillows, to scream
At imposing walls.

Paranoi-Depressions best friend
Creeps up-time after time-
Whether it’s alone or not,
Whether we’re sane or crazy,
Or just plain happy.

Hurt-so easy to inflict
Needs no prodding, no help,
No ‘friend’ to guide it’s way along
A feared emotion.

Worry-a nagger that
Lives in the corner, weak
At first,
But grows stronger in
A mere instant,
Hard to get rid of,
Always uninvited.

Fear-comes with all,
With no good reason.
It starts with worry,
And ends with paranoi.
Angery and powerful,
It shouldn’t be underestimated.

Inner hatred-the worst and
Longest, harder to rid then
The outer and easily flared
With one small hatefull critique.

Happiness-occasionally flares
When these feelings persist
Only if momentarily.

Reassurance-a prevailing companion
Always looking for the best
In the bleakest of days.
The dim light in the darkness.

Resntment-keeps trying
But ultimately fails,
Thickness of thick,
Burns so easily
A flaming inferno

Nervousness-takes root in the stomach,
Buried, and stalks
Throughout the rest of the system,
Almost always accompanies
The worry, making me
Sick sick sick.

Confusion- I do not know
What’s going on, eludes me,
Kept from view, hidden,
Purposely, accidently
Confusion.

Alienation, seperation,
Kept from the world,
Induced, unwanted,
Worthlessness.

All these swirl, swirl, swirl,
In the abyss of me,
Combined-a nasty potion,
Never liked, never wanted,
Can’t go away, won’t go away,
Keeps coming back.

Forever pestering,
Bugging, spiteful
The unwanted potion,
Oh…for love’s sake.
Leave me alone.