confidence lost

I have a gun to my hand that has a knife at my neck
not sure if I should move it cuz my life is a wreak
cuz I find if very difficult to believe in myself
an with my confidence lost my mind is lost in itself
I know I'm gonna lose and I know I'm gonna lie
I just want it to stop but I don't other to try
so its never gonna stop I can do nothing but cry

picture little max with his pen that said tragic on it
though some of you say that it should of said magic on it
getting getting kicked out of class cuz he didn't want to stay
or getting sent to his room so he could get away
but its tragic in my life cuz its my songs or my grades
and my songs arn't gonna give or I'll be so lost in my days
but no one will let me get all lost with my grades

I have a gun to my hand that has a knife at my neck
not sure if I should move it cuz my life is a wreak
cuz I find if very difficult to believe in myself
an with my confidence lost my mind is lost in itself
I know I'm gonna lose and I know I'm gonna lie
I just want it to stop but I don't other to try
so its never gonna stop I can do nothing but cry

> befoe the end: chapter 2 parts 1-3

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Feb 28th 2009

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I hate this song... and not for a normal reason. I hate it cuz its real, and I just cant escape the truth of the song. its not done and I have to finish it, this is how I use up my emotion.

you know its so much easier writing fun and happy songs than this. but that isn't how you always feal.