Beside my heart's black box

I smile, you laugh, I look away
I sigh, you ask me why, I say
It's okay and I'm just feeling down
Your hand on mine I hear the words
If only love had found us first
Our lives, they would be different, oh...

So I stand
And wait
I am just a man
Ohhhhhhh

Where would we be now, baby
If we found each other first
Where would we be now, baby

And now I must confess
That I'm a sinking ship
And I'm anchored by the weight of my heart cause its filled with these feelings
But I keep my true thoughts locked beside my heart's black box
It won't be found, it won't survive, through the smoke or the wreckage

So I crash
And burn
I got a lot of things to learn

Where would we be now baby
If we found each other first
What would you do now darling
If I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait
As long as you want
Where would we be now baby

I'll wait
I'll wait

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When I first took this picture I thought it didn't turn out the way I wanted.
But now when I looked at it again, it looks fine.

Oh I love that necklace
But it's strange how it suddenly got all fractured when I just wore it for a week D: Oh, the irony.

Once my friend tried to steal it and I told him "Don't be stealing my heart, man!"

Pic (c) Mile
Lyrics to "Where would we be now" (c) Good Charlotte