Hospital Songs

Hospital Songs

On The Mend

My darkest hour
Inside, I’m scared
The future holds the secrets
But can I unlock them?
Tomorrow, my goal
Will I be here, will I be gone?
In pain,
Walking through my darkness
So much support (inside strength)
Are you my guardian angel,
In disguise?
Strength beyond strength
You can’t barrier my limitations
You can’t limit this horizon
I’m aiming for
Tomorrow, somehow – someway
For now,
I travel through the sewers
Seeking out this golden light
To bring me back home
(Lost/are you/lost)
On the mend
A breather for the soul
I just lost track of this
Homeway stretch
Maybe I’m blinded from
Life’s eternal truth
Is this punishment for
Some unknown crime?
(Are you/lost/am I/lost/
Are you/lost/am I/
Lost/lost/lost)
On the way, over and out
Do I fear my own doubt?
Lost, seeking horizons
The answer to the question
Are you my angel in disguise?
(My lover of the skies)
Cloaking myself in this shadow
I reap the pastures of
Ancient meadows
Are you my saviour, or destroyer?
I’m fighting a losing battle
To keep myself alive

Lows And Highs

Fight and push
I wanna be first in line
Maybe I deserve
Something now??
Don’t judge me by appearance
This heart that breathes inside
Pride and honour
Rage and distrust
You can never take hold
Of my emotions,
Or the depth of my despair
Strength by the ton
Can’t match me pound for pound
Consider the options
I ain’t forming a line
Unless I’m forming rebellion
Rebellious at the start
Something corroded in my heart
The simplest things make me up
And the complex breaks me down
Raise a fist in resistance
Am I dead? Can you save me from myself?
Spazzed out in double figures
Optimism – not my right scene
Move on towards the battleground
Blast here, blast there –
No end to this sickness
You think I’m not taking shots?
Out here I’m in the open
With everyone on my back
Try to get a clear aim
You don’t know,
The highs and lows
Try to frame me in the spotlight
Spazzed out in crashing buildings
Where am I? Who am I?
Confused and amazed
Lying here dazed
Where did I go? What did I do?
Lows and highs
So I can sail the skies
Rebirth, reform (brave the storm)
Are you where you
Want to be?
Sure as hell I’m a survivor
A liver, living on
Fighter, fighting on