lir: citizen erased

break me in,
teach us to cheat
and to lie, and cover up
what shouldn't be shared

and the truth's
unwinding
scraping away
at my mind

please stop asking me
to describe him

for one moment
i wish you'd hold your stage
with no feelings at all
open minded
i'm sure i used to be so
free . . .





Tristen, Karasu, and Trent, from my life in rain story :]
They have a wierdo relationship that I don't think I could
fully convey to anyone else without totally spilling the
storyline lol. They are my old werewolf trio, tho, who
were first birthed back in 1999 or 2000, a bit around
the same time as dream*scar, which they were set aside
for... with d*s coming close to an end, I am thinking
about them pretty hard again. Karasu and Trent[tho
at the time he was takauji LOLJAPANESE] were the first
to come along, out of my want to do some shounen ai..
and then Tristen came along to make it a love triangle?
And now all three of them make the whole thing confusing
as hell. 8D;

...yeah.





COMPLAINTS/RAMBLING:
Auuugh... this pic took soo much rescuing in photoshop. My
scanner completely washed it out and almost made the BG
totally white 8( it also killed off some deeper shadows
on their outfits... I really need a new scanner...
obviously T___T

There was also the fact that this would have been ready to
scan on Saturday, but my white gel pen died in the middle of
outlining/final touches, and since this pic was worked on almost
entirely at work during lunch breaks, I pretty much never had a
chance to go by the art store to buy a new one D: cos it died
during a closing shift, so the art store = closed by the time I
was headed home... and then the next day I opened...and the art
store didn't open til after I was AT WORK 8D *sob*

I was able to pick it up after work yesterday tho so I finished
it in like 10 more mins.. >> but then I went out to eat. And
saw TROPIC THUNDERRR 8D Which was awesome. But it scared me
that there were like 8 year olds sitting like..two rows from us?
LIKE WHO TAKES..A GROUP OF 8 YEAR OLDS TO A MOVIE LIKE THAT? WOW.

...Srsly tho it rocked.

Ohright. This isn't a journal >>



charas [c] me ;
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