Ai-Shi-Teru

Ai-Shi-Teru

Ai~shi~teru

What's to say? Is there anything left we have to say?
I miss those days where I could just sit by you for no reason.
Where we didn't need a reason to call each other.
I miss you deeply.
I've apologized and I'm moving on.
Even if I don't want to.
You were the one who made me learn to trust.
Without you even realizing it.
I was so cold to you.
But you didn't seem to care, I was still your friend.
You defended me even if I didn't want you to.
You always could make me laugh.
No matter how down I was you still made me smile somehow.
We seperated from each other a year ago.
Only to talk once recently.
You laughed at my apology,
Because you thought it was so silly.
Even the thought of me crossing your mind for a second.
Makes me feel so happy.
You never care about anything really.
No matter how cruel someone is you still treat them nicely.
You don't realize how great you are.
I wanted and still wish to be like you.
To be able to make everyone smile no matter what.
That's what I wanted so badly.
You changed me.
You made me who I am.
I told you all my secrets and thoughts.
You would always listen carefully.
You enjoyed my art and you always tried to make your own.
Why does fate do this to us?
Tearing us apart.
I wonder if you think of me like I think of you.
I miss you deeply and truely.
But I must say goodbye.
And if we were ever to meet again.
All I could say is:
"Arigatou."
But right now I must say goodbye.
So goodbye my darling.
All I can say now is,
Ai shi teru