Hmm

Well I know you probably don't want to hear this. But I'm going to rant about it anyway, seeing as it might make me feel better before I present my project today, it might not.

I'm not too happy with my art situation as of now... I was going pretty steady for a while, but now I'm just tired of everything I do up to a point where I give up halfway through, an example of which above.

Not to mention I've been making bad choices left and right socially, and since I never seem to be able to let anything go and regret almost everything I do, they're haunting me almost every second of the day.

Other than this, I've been a strange mixture of abnormally happy and depressed.

My parents decided to drop a bomb and get me a car a week back, and my dad and I waxed it yesterday, so I get all giddy looking at it, but then I remember what I'm going to be doing with it (lugging art back and forth). Then I get annoyed at myself again.

Then I remember my friend situation, where I can't even seem to remember simple manners when it comes to them.

Then it makes me feel selfish and callous, and augggh.

I need coffee.

On another note, what the hell?! Naruto? Who's ass did that emerge out of?!

original drawing in openCanvas, adjustments in Photoshop 7.0.