It isn't always calm

by Eel Nadroj

in Completed Works

It isn't always calm

wet and cold like a dog I feel

slimy and soggy

yet the feeling feels so good

like a breath of fresh air in this chaotic world

the feeling I suppose you can say is love

yet it ain't so pleasing

it's just pleasuring as it only last as long as gasp of air after being chocked

the hand of mine grows strong as it goes through this trail of pleasure and pain

as no one really knows why I feel wet and soggy

but it might be because of the lies and longing I have felt since I was young

yet still they see it as sick and twisted

but it's all demented

as the three minutes of this trail take place

it just goes to show the way everyone else is

putting me down and betraying me

maybe thats why i'm sick and twisted

as the sodomy and the slimy is washed off in the river

I can say people are nothing but bitches as I stay there drying off from my trail and sin

I long for the feeling again

yet the feeling of the cold slime on my hands doesn't feel as good anymore

I think it would feel better to see them all suffer

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Mature Apr 14th 2008
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This poem along with Chopping Wood, and Dirty Mind Sodomy are based on the same subject however this poem has more to do with trust and acting out and doing that because your lonely so yea injoy.

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