Deepblue Fall

For a girl I used to love:

In odd times, not all the time, when one is depressed, it can become a crutch, like falling in the water and drowning but you don't want any help. You just lay there, and you want to stay there. You feel at ease, like a soft blanket in a cold day, you are in bed and you don't want to leave,and you hear the rain tapping. It is so comfortable you figure you stay there, a day two, a few years go by and where are you? In the same
self torture. There is always hope. You see a hand to help you up, but you don't want to pick it up, it's too friggin hard so you say "fuck off". You gaze happily at that helping hand. You know you can but you don't. how long will you stay like that? You are drowning while staring at your options you are too afraid to take
not realizing that if you don't take them you drown. Pick your ass up and move it. Life won't stand still for you and you need to enjoy it.


chose the color scheme
to capture that familiar mood, This girl reprersents
someone special to me. I hope she is doing well.
And in a way it represents many people in my life who went through mental disorders who felt the same way.
I've been there too, one too many times. I got up.
This is very old.. very... I now have a digital camera to post my large pics/ this is about four feet high, and almost two feet wide. I don't recall. It was made on two surfaces,
one has foam , the other is cardboard,
I used Silicone-spackle to make the hair in relief.
the real piece looks better and you can feel her hair strands.
This represents so many things in my life.
I personally loved making her hair and the bubbles.
(this should make up for some over due traditional art)