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Geyser Ave
Only a day in the rain can discribe the cause and effect of the sins I did yet the sins of us all, each tells us on how the day was won and how we lost all. The pain of losing someone you love wiether in death or in a spliting of ways causes grief. Just like the street I once kissed her near as upon that street was the hell she walked into, yet with me there and her by my side it felt like paradise. Only if I kept the umbrella over her during the strom would I still be holding her....Instead of wanting to keep warm somewhere else and leaving her in the cold chaos that fucking day. As now I’m alone and I have no one to blame for this but me....I could blame life for the lecture it threw at me three months before, but life was concerned with it’s lovely daughter. I could go and blame her for letting the weather get to her, yet she was just doing what was right. I could blame the people for wanting to help keeping me dry then leaving me as I left her alone, but they are a lost cause. Now I have no cause or effect, no purpose i’m just a young boy in the corner again....crying and sobbing like the weather around me....But in my mind I cannot help to think if it’s still raining on Geyser Ave, Like the way it’s raining out here in Garden Grove. I can’t help but wonder if she is still there waiting for me, as I am here waiting for her. I even tried looking as I did yet no sign of her or the rain...prehapes she moved on, and i’m the one in the rain. Yet the storm inside me will still rage, raining outside me or not....I will always miss her and the way her eyes looked, the way her kisses felt agains my lips and the way she would wipe my tears away as if she cared and loved me. Yet as I think this the rain beeds harder on me, now alone with no one....back to lone love I once knew....unlike before no one is there to dry my tears....It still rains and nothing has changed since the day I left her alone on Geyser Ave. in the cold wet rain.
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