This isn't good.. more of an experiment.. with a lot of things.. I've been trying to find ways to improve myself cause I literally hate a lot of my work... nonetheless..
it doesn't make sense... it's how I'm feeling I've always done art by emotion which is why some art is better then the others when I put my emotions into my work it comes out a lot different and more deep then just request..
It's been a long time since I can say I've really "smiled" and keeps throwing battles, I'm battling so many raging demons its not even funny.. my worlds upside down and I feel like a lost child trying to get out...
theres color symbolism in this.. the main colors are Red, blue, black and white....
Red is for anger.. which I have had a LOT of lately.. everything pisses me off and I lash out... before I realize it..
blue is sad... I'm upset with a lot of things in my life and dealing is rough.... past is haunting and the world has to go one...
black is absence the things that are not in my life the missing pieces...
and white is the purity I have in me..... it's hard to explain....
I'm so tired of fake smiles... sometimes I want to break down and cry...
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ReganTheImp Says:
Ooo! I love the detail and coloring here! You make such lovely hair~