emokaki

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THIS ACCURATELY DEPICTS HOW I FELT WHEN MY GIRLFRIEND OF ONE YEAR AND I THINK SIX MONTHS LEFT ME
she was there for me in my senior year of highschool

she was megarad but now she comes off as semi-bitch to me
maybe she gets the notion that i'm trying to come onto her while her boyfriend is far far away (protip: he is in california so she must fly out a lot to see him lols)
(also i am not totally trying to do that because i've got a new girl
and yes she puts out meaning my sexuality is satiated
but i guess she does it to make up for the fact that she is not super rad


yet)

now for said ex-girlfriend to do such a thing for her boyfriend (imo a waste of money to constantly fly out there) is some dedication to a long-distance relationship and despite my callous dickhole posting as of late i must puss out and admit that that's one of the raddest things i've ever heard of a girlfriend doing for her boy of one or two or maybe even three years

props to you, girlfriend whose name i don't want to make obvious, (spoilers: CW) you make a rad girlfriend to any guy [because of this dedication] ok shut up and read the sentence again because it's true

now brb as i cut "carelesswhisper" with a dull razor into my arm several dozen times because im not done being emo about it
stay awesome ok or ill have to make my friends who are your friends but coincidentally my friends too even though you friended them first to tell you that i wanted to tell you to stay awesome because if you do not stay awesome i will hammer into their heads to remind them to hammer into your head that you are awesome and that you do not need this fact to be repeatedly hammered into your head for you to grasp the fact that you are god awesome totally fucking rad

okay seriously i'm not being the whiny bitch ex here but i am being slightly whiny but its in a positive tone so its not whining its more like uplifting words from an old friend





yes








also did I remember to give you back your 2BA Master soundtrack

ALSO DONT CRITICIZE THIS PIECE OF ART OR ILL TAKE IT AS A PERSONAL INSULT ;__________;