Where Do I Go Now?

Yeah soo Ok the left side of the picture is from my backyard (actually my favorite veiw) the right is a picture from Colorado and in the middle is me fadding between the two of them >.> Ok I REALLY LOVE MY AUNT and I WANT to live with her but that means leaving here Which I thought I would have been fine with I mean it means living with my aunnttt!! but then meeting spencer (bff) I can't help but feel like only knowing him for two years just isn't enough >.> I mean I've had dreams about people all the time but I've never had nightmares about loosing them ahh damn and we were talking about it today and he said that he'd miss me and it made me feel a little better and then he started saying like "Well I'm not going to be able to vist every month that would cost too much" and then we started singing the Proclaimers "500 miles"
I would walk 500 miles
Edit: Of course my short paragraph ecplaining this doesn't mean I'm excluding any of my friends here I KNEW I was going to miss everyone when I left it just feels awful to only know him for a short time compared to everyone else I could say the same about Jess but I've never had nightmares about loosing her..probably because I'm confedent she won't
And I showed this to my photography teacher x]first thing she said was "That's not you! I've NEVER seen you like that" I laughed beacuse I took that picture on the bus and I'm usually alone on the bus >.> I hate that and I'm usually thinking about people that I miss when I'm on the bus